Life is not fair; get used to it.
-Bill Gates

Shut up,Bill Gates.Yes,life is not fair,but don't be immune to it man,because that's when you join the group of people who make life unfuckingfair.That quote really should only be read by kids who whine and whine abt shit problems not for people like me or a couple of people i know.If you get used to this unfairness that's all over the earth,then you become dead.Most of them are dead anyway.Dead people,dont feel necessarily,feel unnecessarily(yes).But you know,come to think of it,maybe he says that cos his face looks like that?in that case,i understand la.

Yesterday night,i was thinking about my Biggest Fears....i have so many fears...my face doesnt show any of them at all..but i have so many fears man...here are my top 4:

1-To Fall in Love-i love being in love with love,dont get me wrong,i love the idea of people helping ,sacrificing for people,comforting each other,friendships and all of that.But to be in love with a stranger?not for me man.it's the scariest shit.i would lose all my beliefs,identity..everything...and then be lost again.I love it when good people fall in love though.very nice.but just not for me.period.

2-To lose something precious-hey this is probably everybody's fear.haha.especially for people like me who hold onto only very few things,people.1 or 2.Life would be good to live without fear eh?like tyler durden(brad pitt) in Fight Club.It's when you lose everything,that you appreciate life.It's when you stop fearing death,that you start to live.normally it works the other way around for people.but i like this better.

3-To be satisfied-hey,being satisfied is the best feeling aka peace within yourself.but not for me man,again.when i get satisfied i become massively lazy and end up being a loser.i got satisfied before and it was horrible,the after effects.as long as i live,i dont want my satisfaction to last for more than an hour.i just want to keep doing things,keep being hungry for things to happen in this world,keep walking and do a couple of jumps in the middle.keep doing different movies,different characters,people...all that jazz.

4-To be not taken seriously-I probably look intimidating or scary now to most people only because i wasnt taken seriously at all when i was younger.i hated being looked at as a joke.i probably sub-conciously made up in my mind that i have had enough of this shit then.i care a lot abt what people think and all,tho it makes me feel fucking uncomfortable,but if they were to not take me seriously,im afraid even i wouldnt take my ownself seriously.hah.that's like the biggest problem in the world,to have a problem with yourself.if that's a problem,u cant even go on to solve any other problems or feed the hungry even.