ok so first,i decided to dump my handphone,then i deleted a whole lot of people from msn,stopped talking to most of my close friends,and now it seemed only right to delete my friendster account as well.damn it because of all the older testimonials and all when i was still in school.it's time to let go tho.i have never felt so relieved before.to be honest,i don't need this blog either.i dont find the need to publish my thoughts through a blog.i have my sister for that.haha.give me 5 months,God.i'll show you.for all the other people out there,if you cant live without someone,then fine.just live with it.But stop complaining about it man.get a life.It's only because you dont have other important things to think about or whatever that all you can do is complain about your own damned life.*shows middle finger to random people*.I cant wait to belong somewhere,that's when i would really find peace within myself.and you know,i thank god that i am not His direct disciple or something,because the way 'PEOPLE' talk about god,i could turn into incredible hulk man. i would really shoot all of them first,then talk.fuck.yes,i am very protective of whoever,even God.Bye.